Dependence

It takes losing something to really understand its power over you.  The loss of electricity, the loss of cable television, land line phone service and internet access each teach us how much we depend on the utilities.  One person wrote they would never have made it in the pre-electricity days.  I commented that if we didn't know any different, it would not be difficult.  Let’s face it.  We have it pretty easy.  We can communicate nearly instantaneously with people all around the world.  We have access to emergency services with a quick phone call.  The cries for generators and freezer space, air conditioning and an outlet to plug in a cell phone are loud.  Someone told me today that Cub was allowing folks to charge their phones while they shopped, even though Cub had limited power. 

Tonight, the moon is full and large and bright.  And we can see him because the clouds have cleared, at least for now.  We soon will cast shadows by its light.  A phenomenon that rarely occurs, especially in the bright city.  Many have lit candles to provide at least a little light in the darkness.  Not much to see by, but I bet quite a few people pulled out the old Scrabble board and had a game night by candlelight. 

Right now, at 10:40 p.m., we have no Comcast services, so I cannot post this.  It means that I won’t be figuratively chained to this machine and will go to bed at a reasonable time.  It meant that I accomplished a couple tasks I've been neglecting.  It means that I’m not so distracted by other media and can focus on what I’m writing tonight.  I have no idea when I will be able to post it, but that’s okay.  The blog will still be there.
 
It’s other things that are more concerning, like paying bills online, or making sure our parents know to call on our cell phones rather than land line; things that have deadlines or relationships that rely on access by phone.  But, all in all, the quiet is nice.  If there was no power here tonight I would be concerned about the food, but the soft candlelight would also be appealing, and soothing. 


Dear All-Powerful One.  Again the access to utilities is limited, rendering many of us powerless in some ways and powerful in others.  The power that is within us has the opportunity to shine through us in our giving of ourselves in ways that are not typical, or perhaps are even more our true selves, and we are learning more about ourselves, our level of patience and our resiliency.  A not-so-gentle reminder that we can only control so much, and it is in you we must put our trust.  Amen.