Sermon: 11/15/2015 After Paris

This sermon is based on Mark 13:1-8.  It was offered at St. David's Episcopal Church in Minnetonka, MN.  It was one of those times when the Gospel dealt directly with current events.  I wrote the opening prayer.  I found the concluding prayer in a Facebook message from The Episcopal Church.  

Let us pray.  Dear Jesus, be with all who weep and mourn and worry. Give strength and healing to those who have been injured in body, mind and spirit. Help us understand how these recent incidents are "the beginning of the birth pangs." (Mark 13:8) Guide our words and our thoughts, our media and our outrage. Help us to always rely on you for strength and courage. Amen.

I don’t know when others heard about the attacks in Paris the other day, but I didn’t hear until after I returned home from an overnight retreat.  We had been learning about how, at creation, God’s love overflowed.  God’s love was so big, it boiled over and became Earth and beyond.  We talked about a creation cycle, where recorded time is meaningless.  We considered paradoxes where the immeasurable Holy One is paired with the tiniest molecule.  How is God in the tiniest bit of creation? We closed our eyes and looked for God, imagining what God could look like.  We sat in silence and contemplated our intimate communion with God.  We pondered how we can see through God’s eyes, not dimly as Paul writes, but clearly, because as a beloved child of God, we each contain the DNA of the divine. 

I chose to drive home in silence.  I let my thoughts take me through the retreat’s rhythm of eating, reflecting, praying, silence and sleeping.  I decided I did not have enough time to be fully present in retreat before emerging back into reality.  I was hoping to ease in slowly.  Reality had other plans…

When I turned on the radio I learned that Paris was shaken by bomb blasts and gunfire, killing over 120 people, harming even more, creating a state of emergency and the closing of borders in an attempt to keep people safe. 

Later, I learned there had been a 7.0 earthquake and a small tsunami off the coast of Japan.

Reality can sometimes be overwhelming.

Overwhelming or not, we live in a world where people do terrible things, often for misguided reasons.  How I react in the face of such universal tragedy matters.  It just seems like there is an awful lot of tragedy in the world.  I don’t want to be numb to it all.  I don’t want to pretend to understand.  I don’t want to ignore it.  I don’t want to live in fear.  I want to see the good in the world.  I want to see God in the world, especially in the midst of all this hurt.  I want to know that God is in that tiny molecule, too.

Jesus spoke of days like this in today’s Gospel reading.  He said we would experience wars and earthquakes and famine.  He also said we should not be alarmed, that these are things that must happen.
 
I'm sorry, Jesus, but I was alarmed when I heard the news.  It’s easy to be alarmed after 9/11.  It’s easy to be concerned when Syrians are fleeing their war-torn homeland.  It’s easy to be shocked when we see photographs of blanket-covered bodies on streets and babies bodies washing up on shore.  It’s easy to be fearful when there are people in the world who do not value the divine gift of life.  Even though the most recent atrocities and natural disasters are not happening right here, it can be easy to worry.  “What if it were here?”

Must these things happen?  Must the walls that protect us fall down?

When what we are talking about is our trust in God, then sometimes that answer is ‘Yes.’ 

Over and over in scripture we are confronted with stories of disaster, war, and human failing.  So often, it is after the destruction of something, …like Sodom; or of everything on earth but the Ark; of crops and water supplies; of Job’s family and way of life; of Jesus… that people understand the power of God, that people begin to see their relationship with God as pivotal to their very survival.  Sometimes communion with God is strengthened when all they thought they knew is taken away.  These stories are shared to teach us that God is present.  That God’s promise is to always be present.

That’s what Jesus was trying to explain to his disciples that day when they left the temple, distracted by the enormity of the boulders supporting the temple.  Jesus was reminding them that humans are often distracted by things that take their attention from God.  He instructs his followers to stop being distracted by temporary things.  Focus instead on God.  God is not temporary.
 
Unfortunately, humans just don’t learn.  Sometimes the foundation needs to be shaken to destruction before people can trust in the Creator.

Let me be clear:  I do not want to minimize the depth of emotion that stems from personal, communal, national or international loss.  I do not want people to think I believe war or famine or natural disasters, where the death within creation shakes me and drives me to both my tears and my knees, is without real, complex emotions.  Today it feels like people who …have no regard for the sanctity of life,
…who likely do not see the divine in the eyes of others,
…who see the bombing of their own body as a holy sacrifice,
…and who choose to follow a radical religious or political leader,
are simply taking away innocent lives for illogical and irrational reasons.

But I will say it again.  Sometimes the foundation needs to be shaken to destruction before people can trust in the Creator.

In this passage from Mark, after all this language about death and destruction, about war and famine and earthquakes, Jesus talks about birth pangs.  And amongst all that negative language I hear that one kernel of hope, because I all know that the trauma and pain of labor results in the miracle of new life.  It’s how I know there is hope.

Jesus called the upending of our lives “birth pangs.”  It is through the pain of birth a new creation is born.  In this story we can look backward, knowing that the Temple, that building the disciples were distracted by, will be destroyed.  We know, also, that Jesus’ death leads to His resurrection.  These words of Jesus were written years after they were spoken; they were written well after those who followed him would have learned they had to let him go    for their own holy work to begin.  It is in hindsight where our vision is often the most clear, where the messages and insights are most understood.  It is far easier to understand the course of history as lessons learned
… in hopes that the worst of them will not be repeated
… and that the best of them will.

And here we are ... again.  The universal sense of security has been shattered ... again.  The need to hunker down under figurative and literal blankets, hiding from the atrocities of the outside world has begun … again.  There is 24 hour news blasting images of insecurity. 

Some people who use social media have changed their profile photo to something about France in solidarity.  Some have filled their statuses with prayers for peace, for healing, for understanding.  But soon, I suspect social media will be filled with cries of terrorism, intolerance and hate.

Some of us are shocked by the horrific images, while others may not even bat an eye because they have become desensitized and are no longer affected by this type of event that seems to happen so often.
 
I can’t un-see what I have seen.  I am different because the world is different.

A cry goes out, “Where is God in this?” WHERE is God?

I want to yell:  God is in this!  THIS is in God!  God is HERE! 

Time and time again I am reminded that God is present.  In the small moments of my fears and longings, in my joy and in my thanksgiving…but also in the broad moments of world-wide fear and concern, God is here.

God never leaves.  That’s the promise.  It is through the pain and suffering that this idea is the most distant for some and the most present for others.  It is through these moments where God weeps, where God consoles, where God holds the beloved creation tightly, embracing both weakness and strength, independence and co-dependence, radically inviting creation into God’s relationship of hope, of peace and of love.

Let us pray.

Compassionate God and Father of all,
we are horrified at violence
in so many parts of the world.
It seems that none are safe, and some are terrified.

Hold back the hands that kill and maim;
turn around the hearts that hate.
Grant instead your strong Spirit of Peace -
peace that passes our understanding
but changes lives,
through Jesus Christ our Lord.
Amen